Pat who????
Mood:  irritated
Topic: fed up with him
i gave up on him being home in 20 minutes about 2 hours ago yet he will come home pissed because i fail to understand why every weekend he needs to work let his clients figure out the system for themselves it's not like his job is making rich so i got pissed off and bough myself some clothes online which will start another fight but shit if he is going to work this much i might as well get something out of it besides a headache

so it's funny how the phones work when he needs to talk to someone who matters call your wife and kids and tell them not to count on a movie tonite because even though i said i would be home in 20 minutes i meant 2 hours and it's not even a full priced movie it's a $1.50 movie so give me a break so now i will play the part of the bitch and let him feel wounded because there is no getting mad a pat

Now Playing: first time
Topic: first time
first time and just seeing if this even feels right
i teach reading and writing and i am a fraud as i do neither very well one day i am just waiting for someone to tell me to go home
my dad used say i half-assed things... my mom would say
i was a disappointment... i did not live up to my potential... my IQ
my sisters were prettier
nothing special about me i know that's cliche so further proof that i suck at being original
even blogging was an idea i stole from a friend at work
not even my dysfunctional family is original except that i suppose I am the only one who would say i grew up in dysfunctional family although some have said the people i grew up with with would make an excellent novel except that someone would more talented would have to write it

so this was a test and tomorrow when i am sober i will see if i want to to continue....